I laid in bed for 15 minutes this morning and just didn't want to face the day. Dot was still asleep so I just let her sleep a bit more as my excuse.
She was waggy when I got her up, although very slow. For the first ten minutes or so she participated with the other Brats and did eat one slice of cheese. After that she wouldn't even sniff anything, went to her bed in the living room and stared at the fireplace. She's snippy with Samantha which is very unusual. I sat with her and she pushed her head in my chest for about 15 minutes before I left for work.
I don't think she's going to make it. Dr. Becky is coming mid-afternoon to re-evaluate like planned and go from there.
Thanks again for the support. I feel like a crazy person constantly updating, but there's been so many times I've gone back through others blogs that were in the same situation and it's proved very helpful. So here it all is and unfortunately I don't think this is going to have a happy ending. I just want to hide with my head under a pillow and that's chicken-shit I know but I think I've hit my wall.
PS Thank you everyone for your emails, texts, FB messages, etc. I promise I will get back to everyone when I can. I really appreciate them all.